i cannot tell you why i feel so broken
but i stood in front of the bathroom mirror
and shut my eyes tight
my hands gripping the edge of the sink
thinking of everything that could be wrong
but there was nothing
nothing is wrong
but then i opened my eyes
and saw how broken i looked
and that is what made me fall apart
i started crying
i fell to the ground and hugged my knees to my chest
because what else am i going to hold?
and i cried and cried
and the whole time i was wondering
why the hell am i crying?
and i just fell apart until i was ready to pick myself up again