The sheets are a deep teal The cat has a UTI and is ******* blood Theres a bowl next to me, Half smoked Youβre touching my *** But I canβt shake the thought Of never being enough for you We live together We sleep in the same bed You pop my pimples I check your eyes for styes I scratch your hair You hold me when I cry But in the mists of it all I feel I fell short somewhere between the *** stained sheets and the moments we canβt breath because weβre laughing too hard I feel it lies somewhere in my character that I will forever fall short