really spoke more than you really ever had spoke like friends (maybe more than friends)
and though I thought I was prepared I’d practiced hating you I’d gotten over it found someone else (though that’s not going particularly well) but no
and I know you that’s the hardest part I know you
I know that this you this you I’m falling for again after so many **** times I’ve lost track
this is not you
this you is the quiet you the you that likes me because I’m feisty and a little different the you that teases me, but never to embarrass the you that knows I’m vulnerable and cares the you that flirts but doesn’t force that is kind and friendly and opens up and tells me quiet things
But I know that tomorrow you’ll be someone else in the hallway in passing across the room
so I’ll miss this you I’ll get over it slowly, as you proceed to ignore me
only to fall once more just when I think I’m free a smile thrown as you round the corner where I stand your eyes crinkle at the edges they see it all and they know me and my heart leaps once again
you know I know It’s all happened before
ode to those feelings you can never truly be rid of ...