Writing to express these bottled thoughts
So much on my mind can't focus
Trying to relax unwind from it all
Came to terms with the outcome
Not the first pick, one day be the first choice
Kept my mind occupied not coping
Bottled stress that won't go
Hurt echoes through the body going numb
Body doesn't want to fight, rest find peace
Took a beating never the same anymore
Face swelled up got fired from the job
A job that never honored their word
Wasting my day, wasting my time
Miserable people not letting them knock me down
Don't want to be like them, that's why I laugh
I'm one who smiles while others wallow in pity
Work hard to improve, hate the situation
Loving life while others hold onto the past
Trying to get ahead a live inside
Over going through the motions dead inside
Anger comes out can't hide it anymore