God save me Please end me My death is cold and bitter I don't want to be called a quitter The smell of my corpse like sulfur To engulf her In misery is not what I wish Is not what I want to dish I'm sorry Or am I I want to just hurry up and die I hear your anguished cries Everything we had dies In that one moment I accidentally cause you torment I taste copper My blood it drips and pours It shakes my very core I see everything fade My life a sham A charade The depressing funeral parade I feel what I caused you And I'm sorry For everything For the suffering I beg your forgiveness I want to end this Then I wake up It never even happened I pour my coffee in my cup Good your still in a good mood Good Maybe I can still make you happy That would be nice But I still have to roll the dice To live life