Keep thinking of a way to be made Running low on ideas something missing Stuck no more moves hard to breathe Losing my mind pretending to be fine Surprised to be alone hard to be motivated Luck runs out trying to find another way Time is up making up lost time Good to the wrong people Lied to myself fooled by the fakeness Don't want to let anyone down Someone is always mad Tired of being disappointed Learned to not expect anything from anyone Feeling depressed don't want to do anything