as i fight with my mind,
who fights with my heart.
i form ties
and i rip ties apart.
as i struggle with your world
& try to keep up with mine.
i go dumb,
i go out of my mind.
like i’m drunk,
i am out of my mind.

as i love i keep the hate on speed dial.
and for drama you can hit the redial.
when i am me, i can’t get through to you.
what did i really do to you?
like growth, i am so new to you.
keep up.

i need a stained soul,
one that’s impatient and old.
who has no vision but goals..

one who gets lost in the wind,
and makes a home in the storm.
whose only focus is right,
who understands we’re all wrong.
who falls apart through the night,
back on their **** at first light.
i think that’s love at first sight,
i thought right.