Oh hey It was a lie There was never any truth to begin with I've been living in my head for so long Nothing was real I just made it all up I want to be sad I want to me mad I want to say I've been lied to But that'd be untrue I have no one to blame but myself I lied to myself Told myself I could make something Told myself I was allowed to breathe But that's a lie I still have to die And remain dead Goodbye happiness You were fun to have :) **** love - TeZaTalks (Love)
I was quite upset when I found out what was happening so I wrote two "angry" poems to help at the time