i want ****** knuckles
and a black eye
i want bruises displayed on my body
like artifacts
each one with their own story
i want broken bones
and torn up clothes
i want to be in so much pain
people will wonder how i'm still breathing
you see
anything i feel goes straight to my heart
and i'm always in pain emotionally
but not physically
i can't feel anything
when i'm hurt physically
so hurt me as much as you can
put me in a hospital if you need to
just anything to feel again