So I know I haven't brought this up but,
You broke my heart.
And I know I made mistakes,
And I know I can't expect you to want me in the same way again
But I need you to explain what happened that night.
I know you kissed her, but why did you keep it from me?
I know you're with her, but you never decided to stop being with Me.
What was I for you? A settlement?
It's not the first time you tried to leave, but you told me last time.
I will never be quite enough for you,
All by your own fault, I am afraid.
So you walked her home, and you held her the way you hold me.
You touched your lips to hers just the way I showed you.
I am your maker, you are mine.
I molded you into a boy too perfect for my trauma.
Just right for her. Just right for her humor and her mind.
If it is all a ploy to make me want you,
Then it is working. But it is cruel.
And you are not cruel.
And because you are so genuine and so selfless
I know you really, really love her.
I know it too well,
My one.
You were made just for me,
So I thought you were mine.

guess i was wrong.