Sometimes I feel alone
No matter how many people are around
Like no one really understands
Like a real connection can never be made
Even though I know that I should think that way

It builds in brain
threatening to spill out my lips
I have no one
I'm alone
A catastrophe of panic and paranoia fills my head
fills my chest
why am I trapped
in this world
with these people

in myself

there words everywhere
in front of my eyes
when there are no pages present
I read the words of the air
of the wind
of the sky

let me leave this place