you know, i was depressed a few years ago
but i did it on purpose
convinced myself my life was bad
just to experience being incredibly sad
it was stupid because i started to believe it
and then i harmed myself
for no reason
but i guess it was a good thing
because now i can recognize the feelings
now im truly depressed
i can feel it washing over me
there's nothing i can do about it
i feel nothing
just have to push through it i guess