Have you ever felt like no one appreciates you? Do you feel all of the hard work you put in day to day has just been wasted? Have you spent hours working on a project, when in the end your so called "friends" only laughed and mocked your efforts. Buzzing around your kitchen or office trying to meet dead lines so someone might notice you. Not in the primal mating and relationship sense, but to be looked at for what you have done and be impressed, inspired, proud.
No one asked you to be a martyr. Stop dragging yourself through the dirt, because in the end you will only be disappointed in yourself AND them. And, covered in dirt. The only person you need to make proud is YOURSELF. Do the things you enjoy. Look at what you have accomplished, and realize how great you are.
These people that make you feel bad about yourself are just natural objects floating through time and space. These people you call Mother, Father, Brunkle, Aunt, and "Friends" can't look past their own noses. Of course they say things like "I am proud of you" when it's easy. But when you want to do the slightest little thing they don't agree with, like buy a store bought cake, they will rip your guts out with their talons.
You are worthless. You are nothing. You will never amount to much.
It is okay to cut ties. To take a break and heal your mind, soul, and body from the poisons you have been spoon fed as a baby.
This life is short. Your life is short. Spend it doing what YOU truly, I mean truly, want to do. Do not spend it on these posionous peoples toxic demands.