it was just one week
you said it feels like love
I said it's just one week
it overwhelmed me
me heart rose and feel with my emotions
I spiraled
swirling and stirring
I wasn't ready
I'm still not
I so desperately want to be, but I so dearly am not
three weeks isn't long, but it feels like the best kind of forever
it must me special or it's not real
I think
but is that possible in just three weeks?

but now eight weeks have gone by
I said I loved you but I didn't
I haven't even thought about you
and I'm not even sorry