Brushing off not others but my old self my true calling I found how my past did confound in ignorance and futility- the next chapter would just be: no strife nor contention but life stripped of its artificialities self-deception lies and false images-
why hang up a mirror (so well-kept polished and precious) yourself to admire? discard smash it you aren't a little child!
ah, what dross that needs to be separated from the grain! self and self-occupation is the most grievous pain-
cast away your books leave your study-room remove your sun-glasses sweep away the dust with a self-made humble broom forget your Visa or Master-Card (do you really need such?) a cup of coffee or a piece of bread it doesn't cost much--
throw away your pack of *** (smoking causes cancer it's really bad) don't get drunk just because you are sad you are still alive be glad-
ride your old bike it's dusty in the shed it will bring back readily happy memories of growing-up years when life was never frets or tears
do without your mobile phone the Frankenstein that plagues and would never leave you alone-
go out there--it's spring! in the glorious green flowers are bursting more alluring and enticing than a Renoir or Monet's painting the birds are chanting the trees are dancing birds are at full-throated singing gentle breezes are caressing lovers at the quiet corner are kissing old couples hand-in-hand they are walking and talking in the park as the sun is shining children are one another chasing while their mothers are watching the world seems well and thriving and nothing seems wanting--
there I am by the tranquil stream not thinking not contemplating not reminiscing self-forgetting an experience life-transforming in a half-dream as though in the cosmic scheme of things I have come to my own being- my awakening.