Nobody worthy of believing,
I’m hurting, and hurting,
Stabbing me, and burning,
Enduring, enduring,

For nothing...

Over, and over, and over,
People like you keep appearing,
As time goes on, And when I weaken,

Their fangs, the closer they drew.

Fear of humanity.

Living in hiding.

A friend, but only in name.
We were never the same.
Another thorn in my way,

I don’t, just do not need.

I can see now, you always lied.
Laughing at me, nearly every time.
Welling my eyes, with a sudden pain...
Staining my brain,

Will it ever change?

I can see you now, my heart.
Broken again,
Pick up every part.
But I know, this will never end...

Someone will come tear me down, again.

Somebody worthy of relying,
I’m trying, and crying.
I’m needing...

Any kind of leading.

Hating humanity.
... But in reality...

The thing I hate even more,
Coward, I can’t ignore.
This pointless, useless coward is me,
I hate,

I really hate.

Now I can see you, my heart.
Broken and shattered,

Hide it safe and apart.

Tell me, how can I see the end?
An easy way, to be be free, then?

Holding a noose around my tightened neck.
Closing my eyes, run away, forget.
Waiting for help on an SOS.

Nobody came, but I guess I’m already dead.

Now, that I see you lied...
I live in fear, burning up inside.
Creating more wounds, than I’ve already got.
And when I found that,

I couldn’t stop.

And when they found that,
They forced me to stop.

Now, I can’t see my heart.
Forgot where it was,
So, it’s safe, and apart.

But even now, all it does is sting,
I guess you can’t make the hurting end.

Is there an easy way to be finally dead?