I have spoken the words of others for far too long or maybe, others talked through me borrowing my voice dismantling my speech as it is uttered the shattered puzzle of my thoughts is reconstructed as seen fit to benefit the battle fought by strumming on my chest and plucking on my vocal cords and patting on my crest as if to say Behold! Your mangled call has brought the sunrise once again. You are entitled to its glow. how dare I stop when dawn is on the line? might as well hum the notes the fiddler plays as I march forth to oblivion obedient, and mute.