I am disappointed that I cannot fall in love
I never thought this would happen
And I realized that it has just now
My ability to fall in love is gone
It has disappeared for anyone else but you
I tied my heart to you
And I think it's very clear that neither of us has cut it
And I don't think neither of us wants to
I am not upset about that
You are my best friend
and if I can still be that
without ever loving someone again
I can handle that
Maybe perhaps I want that
You were the one
Maybe I wasn't the one for you
But you were always the one for me
I don't want to change that
I don't want to leave
Staying your friend
and not leaving you behind after you hurt me
was the best decision of my life
You mean so much to me
And in my mind
we're still meant to be
Call me pathetic
I don't really care
Because being in your presence is all I need in life
And I don't really care if no one ever loves me again
As long as you're with me
Everyone else is just a distraction
At least it avoids being heartbroken again