Right in front of me            She’s there
Yet I could not see     I could only look
Dark when it’s              Silent when it’s
Bright                                          Noisy
Covered in leaves   Covered in sheets
Intense staring       Cupping ears hard
Only at nothing               Only for nada
Immense focus     Extreme meditating
Depression             Sadness becomes
Sets in                                          King
Hope floats away               Nothing left
It leaves me hanging       Only wanting
Searching for                  Searching for
Stars               Soft gurgles of streams
With fingers                          With eyes
A pause.                                    A wait.


Please do not end