Focus she reads her crazy showing more than usual "I'll **** him" she says her jersey accent strong like my morning coffee "I'm joking" she laughs her presence making it hard for me to Focus her voice makes my mind think of lazy Sundays blankets above us like canopy's awnings that hold nothing but past memories a glance in a tenth grade math class suddenly fourteen year old me couldn't Focus no she was not perfect her mind a bit to wild her eyes a sliver to beautiful her laugh a tad to intoxicating her voice a pinch to sweet her a bit to Focus I fell in love with the artistic, the crazy, the jersey girl who with her extensive collection of art supplies sketched drew and painted my world. every color a pastel oil every shape a charcoal sketch everything she touched vibrant like neon signs and now that shes gone i cant Focus