she blamed it all
from roots to stars
said,
i've been *******
from the very start of this
sorry death wish
of a chance

she hated rain
she cursed the sun
said,
i really coulda been someone
if my chips weren't cashed
my cards weren't stacked
against
me
before i was even

here on this
wrong
planet
i've been
dropped off
to
die on
this
wrong
planet

and die is what she did.