I already love, Or so I think I do? But if I truly did then what is this feeling now, This complete fascination I have with you. I do not want to love another when I already love? But this feeling has a symbiotic relationship with me It needs me to survive, And I willingly give it nourishment, Constantly I tell my self that these, emotions washing over me are unknown Even though I clearly understand their nature. My accelerated heart beat screams the answer, This is the first time Iβve ever felt suchβ¦.. Such desire for someone.
As the thought of you now floods my mind, I cant help but feel such guilt. I need to drill a hole in my head to pour you out, But no matter how hard I try the memories of you quickly coagulate So nothing can escape. I feel that you will be forever lurking in the back of my head And from now on any thought I have You will be the outline for it.