wake up, it's September again time to love my friends and make amends with myself i'm trying to gain altruistic ecstasy through things aside from wealth from my hands i will rise and from my mind i will provide i'm uncovering the distant parts of my heart that i let die i'm an optimist with experience and i hope you don't ask why a mischievous gust of wind sets my sails to another try opened eyes and ears, surpassing over thought fears i'm finally remembering how to get here lost maps and closed hands iām opening up and lifting my head contemplating this moment and releasing the dread light fills me up and i can't come down i wake up once again, only this time i'm found