Another transaction One more fix Get my mind correct Get my head on right Can't remember how it begins But lately it been getting out of control Adding to the mixture unsafe experiments And nonconventional method When it happens or take effect I want to do as much as possible Then nothing at all when it's done Powerful enough to overcome the day Desperate enough to do anything for more If I'm offered I will not refuse Their for the taking it mines I don't care Addiction isn't the word for this Caught in a trap I don't want to escape Caught in a loop am I in hell or heaven If I'm in hell this punishment I deserve If in heaven then paradise is just a release