My shadow love resents me for I hurt her so much That she walks the gaping distance to a home she never had Passing by coloured houses and trees of yellow limes She breathed in the freezing air of the coldness in my heart I gifted her the honesty of confession from my mouth And the letters in arrangement made a story full of hearts At the end of the sentence is the blood of a broken heart But the pain that supposed to happen, it never really came And I ask her the third time if it was really love Maybe it is all just made up like the world I made of clouds She said, "No, I am certain. I liked that little doll. --- ..But the pain turned to pleasure for my little paradise.."
I guess some love are meant to be broken to patch the little cracks My heart is now made up of metals locked with its sacred scars.
Sometimes we like to hurt, and then it's not "sometimes" anymore. Goodluck.