I don't want to grow up in a Podunk hick-billy town, but I don't want to be part of the white bread, corn cooking crowd. I want to be respectable, a spectacle. someone that's out there, hiding in her dreams. I don't want to generalize my sentiments. but i don't want say i'm still free. i don't want to stay on my rails, but i don't want to make my own trails. i want to be dependable, all sensible. recollectable from all of everyone's memory's