Sep 2018
I can end it all
Right here
Right now.
The demons
They're chanting
For me to swallow the bottle of pills
Looking out through the window
I see the moon
And the night sky
I could be with them
A star in the sky
More than a star I'll ever be here
The voices in my head
They're telling me I don't have a purpose
That I'm a waste of space
But maybe
They're right
They know the truth.
And maybe
I should just end it
Right now
While I can.
Right here
Right now.
The demons
They're chanting
For me to swallow the bottle of pills
Looking out through the window
I see the moon
And the night sky
I could be with them
A star in the sky
More than a star I'll ever be here
The voices in my head
They're telling me I don't have a purpose
That I'm a waste of space
But maybe
They're right
They know the truth.
And maybe
I should just end it
Right now
While I can.
It's weird how the entire day I can be so happy but at night, when the demons choose to take over me, I don't remember what it feels like to be happy.
I don't remember anything. I can't even think straight. All I see is me leaving this world.
But I'm not going to end it. Not right now.
I don't remember anything. I can't even think straight. All I see is me leaving this world.
But I'm not going to end it. Not right now.
