Those darker days came around and left me spiraling out of control.
More often then not, my finger hovered over your contact but my pride wouldn't let me call for anything.
When you tell me you love me, I feel my chest tightening because I can't maintain a normal heart rate.
You give me anxiety.
Every time you walk away, I step an inch further off this cliff.
You think I don't care when I shut down but that's me stopping myself from self destructing.
You destroy me in the best way possible, I just can't understand how you did it.
It's almost like you found the key to my pandora box.
I need your voice.
I miss your touch.
I want you here.
Your kisses make me lose my breath, but I crave them after each and every one.
I don't know how you do it.
I can't control these feelings I have for you even though I should.
So when you ask me what did I come back for, my reason is obvious.
I have no control.