there is attraction here but i’m not sure what to do with it shall i let it grow or just ignore it what kind of world is this with paradoxes everywhere there are so many ways to justify your existence who told you that you had to protect yourself from harm ego and mind can never defeat the soul and our eyes and hearts will never let go of attachments and desires how the samskaras echo and then unfold just sit and breathe and it will shift but only if you are willing to feel into all of it where you are holding tension is where you need attention the most meditation is not meant to be a comfortable blanket its a cold plunge designed to wake you up sit up straight and let liberation dwell within you the stars and the comets are in your heart tonight so shift your attention and perspective and elevate your inner directive as filaments of the finest fibers scintillate your mind and nervous system the diamond light is already shining i am wisdom personified giver of judgement and the remover of blindness as hunger and pain are all just names for situations that remain the same stammering forward she fell from the chair and in the flash of a moment she was no longer there