i am a poet and still i can’t comprehend these symbols these missing heartbeats and hours spent counting thimbles i am perplexed by love shall we seek herbs and remedies lose ourselves in cures and compounds must our inner territories be colonized while we remain captivated by inconvenient theories struck down by doubt and insecurity the mind wields no ammunition and yet its cavalry has desecrated the land without the slightest sign of inhibition or a trace of empathy, justice or compassion will we make a new peace treaty will the blessed earth be forgiven and can the sweet essence of her children comprehend the innocence of spring oh how our hearts yearn for dancing still you spend your dollars and your pennies but give your emptiness to the king i eat oats and honey cooked upon the fire while you distill golden nectar from the garden of desire in the ancient inside-out alembic of your will and imbibe spagyric liquid that eradicates all pride and confers wisdom, truth, beauty and longevity upon the already immortal nature of your mind