Death says to me Come here my boy, I'll take you away
I think, "I can finally flee" I am not playing coy The pain will go away
I love the idea of living But the pain wont go away Just like a knife to the heart And I dont want to live Feeling this way I dont want to live at all I have no love And nothing happy In this thing they call life
I wish I had a friend Girl, If pickiness was an option But anyone would do
I thought I would be happy, If I could find someone good But there is no good in site
I am suicidal But I cant bring myself to do it I am waiting to find someone good Or to save another life To help a girl Who feels like me
I dont hate But myself
I am giving up Slowly these changes are coming I want to cut deep Deeper than ever before Sharp and precise Smell the iron See the red Feel the warmth that she could never give Make me dead
Death If you could Make it easy I don't want to hurt anymore I want to stop feeling Make me satisfied Take me away **** me
I am ready to leave I am ready to go Make it easy No one needs to hurt for me They dont deserve it I need to leave
This is me This may be the last Goodbye
Four months and not much has changed. I should be happy. I have a wonderful girlfriend, good friends, a great father, but I still hate life. I have it all, but I am so empty