I watch him Still Resting, His brows Drawn slightly By twists Of a dream Since faded. I watch And I remember Him Above and Inside me Pushing Past Pain Shrouded In regret Locked Within Shame Posing As Eagerness To Please. And the memory Stirs At my root Cracks open My chest And pulls The bow Of my spine To lift my chin To sky. And my gasp Is barely audible Over his voice, “Baby?”