You've probably never begged to feel.
I have.
You've probably never closed your eyes and asked for pain.
I have.
You've probably never used a knife that way.
I wish I could say I haven't.
You've probably never been too empty to cry.
I have.

You've probably never felt so much it hurt.
I have.
You've probably never experienced the pain of breathing.
I have.
You've probably never turned your hand up because air is too hard, too painful.
I have.
You've probably never wished to feel nothing again.
I have...