Self Sabotaging Ourselves
by @freakshow
I know how much you hate
I know how much you want to say
That I stopped loving you and we could go back to the same
Sometimes I would wonder what would happen if we stayed up to date
up to date with each other
and not abandoning one another
I wonder what would happen if we stopped with the stares
If we were able to just be next to each other without a tear
slipping down instead of just pass each other on the way
I want to know if it really matters to you
The same way it does to me
To me it is my big case
To you it seems like you lost your space
I am sorry for the annoyance I made
I hope that it was the confidence that I gave
to make up for the history we have shared
that made it too much to bare
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we gave each other a chance
A chance to be able to dance to the tune of our hearts
Instead of always breaking each other apart to edges of these shards
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we gave each other a glance
A glance to see what is going on
Instead of always being in the dark of what's being torn apart
Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we helped each other
and built what we have been working on
the building of love and the destruction of sorrow
But instead, we are now just so hollow