i had never liked my name until i heard you said it

i had never known i deserved to be loved until you came and treated me better

i had never known that sleeping pills were useless until i heard your voice taking me to sleep

i had never known that i could fall in love only by hearing your laugh on the phone at 3 am

i had never known that loving you hurt more than cutting my arms

i had never known happiness existed until i knew you