today i looked in the mirror and this is what i saw. ***** clothes, messy hair, bruised lips, black smeared eyes that look like they've cried, but worst of all was the look of defeat on my face. i couldn't even recognize myself. when did this happen and how long has it been since i've been me? where did i and the time go? i don't think i'll ever know. how can it be that i've become what i previously despised? and these eyes have become lies and everythingisspinningmakeitstop.
please.

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