Heat lightening flickers furiously in the night sky as I walk up the hill to the pizza place. I pass by the bar and can hear music blaring from inside. A man who is clearly drunk is outside on his cellphone. It sounds like he's talking to a girl. I walk inside the brightly lit store and walk up to the counter. A guy has his back to me as he's taking an order on the phone. Finally after what feels like forever he gets my pizza, I pay, and leave. I begin walking back down the dark sidewalk away from the lights and the people. I know that I could step inside that bar and meet someone. Not even a guy like that, just someone to talk to. But I don't want to. Tonight I will eat pizza in bed alone and watch Girls.