Summer, field of fresh flowers Backyard bonfires Among cinnamon flavored daffodils Hazy nights, and hazy days Hazy cold dark maze built into the back of my mind Every crack and corner and secret passage ingrained into my memory Every trap and snare and pit of shame Suffocating, emasculating holes Arguments and pain pills and disappointments A unique enemy in a dungeon I canβt ever really leave Because even when im gone away It's in my blood, that sweet smell of cinnamon