I have returned To the land of the living After all life have perished To see all traces of existence Time and space, gravity and love Without the restriction of our limited vision To see the imprints of our touch and impressions Laid out in front of me in its infinite and eternal presence Every interaction, attraction, mutual and unrequited Left its mark, like the trails of a snail Now visible to me in perfect clarity
I could have ran to the beginning And walked through every moment to the end Seen life for what it truly was for all creations
Yet, all I wanted Coming back at the end of time When time cease to exist When every being, every moment Will never again cease to exist or change Was to find that thread Between us And see whether it was connected At the very moment of sight When I saw you for the very first time And ever since Tugged and pulled At every hint of longing Transforming me with sculpting pain and tears And tore away my fears
And see that it was never just my hopeful Imaginations and creations of the mind That the threads of every twinge Every pull of my soul Had been there Always there Still there True and real Between every you and me
I have been reading Lovecraft recently to inspire me and pull me back from a wordless abyss.