I beat the sunrise. It can’t outrun me when I’m up all night.
And secretly the energy in my personality is the courtesy of the adrenaline in the morning that’s been lasting since 3 AM.
Every time the sky glows my body knows how it always goes.
My goosebumps raise until the jealous sun’s rays, flaming around laze, come to whisper the day, and they often say the morning is “mine” and now it’s time— because they call me the Lark— for me to tell, on branches from which I fell, the day to start.
I hit my head going to bed. Now I’ll be awake even when I’m dead.
And secretly I’ve always liked the fright of night and spite of all things bright, often unkind, in this sour mind of mine.
Every time the veil lifts, this is it, how I can’t quit.
My feathers jump and the sun’s always stumped, traveling slowly up, why I haven’t yet done the morning fun as I reluctantly climb, and now it’s time— because they call me the Lark,— for me to tell, on branches from which I fell, the day to start.
I want to be someone else. But I’m trapped being a Lark, putting on the facade, stuck in the same routine doing the same thing everyday and it’s not what I want to do—not who I want to be. But what other choice do I have?