Drowning in a thought puddle
and there's no sign of a big enough word bubble
that could leave the signals containted.
Feelings have remained.
****.
Sinking so fast I can't see the surface.
Crying out to whatever to show me the purpose

Emotional pains have outweighed any physical endured.
Always at a crossroads wondering "are you sure?"*


Nope, I don't think you are.
You can't base decisions off the last mental scar.
Sometimes with yourself you have to compete,
Find the diamonds in the rough to make your life feel complete.
It's not always sweet though, it can be sour.
The way is through and only you have the power.