I just want a fresh start,
a new beginning.
I found a great apartment today that I am moving into on September 1st.
But I still have baggage from my old life, my past relationship.
I got stuck with the dog and I can't take her with me when I move so it's my problem to figure out what to do with her.
But my heart hurts at the thought of putting her in a shelter.
I wish she was with my ex or that this was his problem.
Tomorrow I am going to make some calls and see what I can do but I wish I could figure it out right now.
I've been pulling out my hair all night worrying about it.
But I am ready to let her go find a better home and for me to be able to start over.
I need this resolved ASAP.