Not depressed:
Emotionless
inside, I can feel the emptiness.
Can't love, can't hate
is this my fate?

Searching:
Listening to that sad song.
Watching that movie full of sorrow.
Reading the gloomiest book I could find.
Listening to people talk about their dark pasts.

Ahh~ here it comes
the one thing I can feel...
Finally depressed again,
finally I feel alive.