I have this wound that will never ever be healed. I have this big hole that will never ever be fixed. I have this flaw that will never ever be accepted. I have this scream that will never ever be heard. I have this disease that will never ever be cured. I have this value that will never ever be seen. I have this storm that will never ever be calmed. I have this emotion that will never ever be stopped. I have this regret that will never ever be forgotten. I have this pain that will never ever be gone. I have this shame that will never ever be overcome. I have this love that will never ever be expressed. I have this thought that will never ever be understood. I have this life that will never ever be good.