People never see me. To society, I don't exist. Even when I bind myself so tight I cant breath, Even when I shave my head And pump myself full of hormones to the point I get sick, All they do is pat my head and tell me I'm a silly girl. Once I meet the right man they say, I'll lose my confusion and be happy with my large ******* and generous hips. I'll be happy raising my children and keeping house and kissing my husband when he gets home. They look at my girlfriend with disdain and call her a phase, They hear me begging for pronouns and simply shake their heads. I'm forced into frilly dresses and forbidden from my bathrooms. They put the gun to my head even as they say they're trying to help. All they see is the identity they've forced upon me, And people never see ME.