Hold your breath Count to three Be Whoever you need to be They can’t hear you anyway It’s not the time internalize Tip and slop like turpentine Stick me on the fishing line Cast it up above my head Thoughts glisten I breathe dead Weightless Wakeless Asleep at the wheel begging and praying Make me a deal Finish me Finish them Don’t turn back and see They’re crawling on the walls and beams Still stuck there A creepy christening Tell me I won’t remember who Who I was before I met you