I had this pretty vision of you, of us. So meticulously designed, I wanted it to come true. So trust me when I say I was broken when it didn't turn out the way I wanted it to be. I wanted it so badly, I would pray for you and me. Many times I felt so hopeless because you aren't what I planned. I placed you in boxes when you should have been freed. I'm so sorry but at least now I can see The only toxic person here was me.