wish she would stop picking ******* over her friends

what does all this love amount to

wide awake
can't ever find you

I try to give her love
she's off staring into another galaxy

I know her parents don't love her
the sky gets darker
with clouds

the rain kills her mind for a while

she wants to drive around
in a thunderstorm

wish she'd stop taking pills
that twist her brain

but she smiles the same
never reaches her eyes

I hold her hand
hoping she can feel them shaking

drowning with the air she breathes

what should I be

what can I do

I need you

she needs something else