I've talked about this before

Staying up on those long nights

Looking at a knife that I wanted to put in my chest

I knew that I would go to heaven because I knew Christ

I also knew that I would hurt a lot of people

People I loved

I also knew my life was a gift and it wasn't mine to take

I remember the constant pain

Thinking I was worthless

So don't you dare put that gun to your head and pull the trigger

If you feel like doing this to yourself

Message me

I don't care who you are or where you've come from

If it means your not the next suicide that hear in the news tomorrow it's worth it

So don't you dare pull that trigger

No matter what you think there is always someone out there who loves you

I will stay up with you during those long nights

I don't care who you are I love you

Not with an American objectifying love

Or a conditional love

But with a brotherly love

The Love of Christ

If you pull the trigger

There's no going back

You were given a life

A purpose

Your life isn't yours to take