I’ve never been here before, but I’ve been here a million times.
The only difference now is my pain is mine
I can’t look at myself because now I look different
You want to see me, but now I feel different.
These bruises on my skin are deeper than cuts
These slices in my legs are thinner than my blood
The sensitivity of my body is fresh to touch
I want to give you what you want, but I’m not the same
My body was a temple and now it’s remains
Sexually depleted and mentally I’ve gained a new perspective on a different kind of pain.